PMS/Self Control

Most women go crazy and lose emotional control once a month. There are a few out there, like my self, who pride themselves in being emotionally in control. I never would let the symptoms of PMS take over my life or change my behavior.

However, recently I have found that PMS has taken an all new, and ever so strong, hold on my emotions and brain that I have lost almost all of my once prided self control. I can't imagine how women can go thru this every month for the majority of their life. I'm so exhausted from just a few overwhelming PMS episodes. The thing that bothers me the most is that I know what I'm doing but I lack the will, or even the want, to control my actions. Not only my action are continuing unchecked. My feelings are left to run away and cause my emotions to rollercoaster out of control.

I can't understand if I've lost my will or if I'm simply a little hormonally imbalanced. What ever it is should get in check soon or my poor family is going to think I'm crazy. I know I'm not the only one who has distributive PMS. My goal is to get my feelings and actions back in check. First step is to prepare myself every day with a determination to triumph in emotional self control.